I always know that time pass by very fast.
However, I din't know that it's that fast...
I've started my college or so called pre-university life for 1/2 a year
and now, I've already finish my first semester!
I really don't know what feeling I having now.
I've targeted to get TER 95 for Australia Matriculation
but I know that I did my Evaluation Examination badly.
I really have no idea what to do.
I did my best for this exams, I studied everything, I asked for help from friends....
In the end, I just can't do it!
I felt so sorry for my dad, paying off my fees and I did so badly...
Feel that I'm really useless...
Don't know how to explain to my dad,
Don't know how to get TER95,
Don't know what to do about my accounting subject...
Dozens of don't know really made me tiring...
Can't even do well in the first semester,
how in the world that I need to do my second semester?
I'm really getting more and more tired, disappointed and frustrated.
Hoping to do well but not doing well.
I'm getting sick of it!
Tomorrow will be starting second semester.
Hope I stand it~